January 2012
3 posts
Udah sering bilang ke diri sendiri “don’t expect too much from people, especially people who you care the most”, tapi tetep aja masih kayak gitu. Giliran ekspektasinya nggak kesampaian, jadi harus ngerasain sakit hati berulang-ulang kali lagi.
Lesson learned. From now on, don’t set your expectation too high, when it doesn’t work you fall and it hurts so damn much....
Disappointed? Yeah, sure. Because I expected you to at least put in some effort to solve this, but you didn’t. I guess you don’t care anymore, do you? Well, it’s okay if that’s what you really want. I will not disturb you from now on. I think it’s my time to say “I’m done”. Thank you. :”)
I'm Still Breathing
I leave the gas on
Walk the alleys in the dark
Sleep with candles burning
I leave the door unlocked
I’m weaving a rope and
Running all the red lights
Did I get your attention
‘Cause I’m sending all the signs that
The clock is ticking
And I’ll be giving my two weeks
Pick your favorite shade of black
You’d best prepare a speech
Say something...
December 2011
2 posts
Oh God, is it really the last day of 2011? Time sure flies too fast.
So, 2011 has been an “up and down” year, well, mostly an “up” though. I can say that 2011 is definitely my year! :D
Best memories of 2011? Ah, it’s just too many. All I can say is thank you so much for those who successfully brighten up my year, especially YOU. I love you. :)
Xo
I hate the feeling whenever I feel unwanted..
November 2011
5 posts
October 2011
7 posts
Honestly, I want to spend more time with you. I don’t need the whole day. Even if it’s just fifteen minutes a day, I would more than happy if I could just spend it with you. :(
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“You’ve got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for...”
– Steve Jobs (2005 Stanford Commencent Speech)
Rest In Peace.
(via yelyahwilliams)
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September 2011
8 posts
I have many regrets in my life, and YOU is one of them. You’ve made my life miserable, people won’t see me the way they used to, they look at me with the expression on their face like “you’re evil”, even when people are nice to me I know they’re only pretending. You know how hurt it is to know that people only gonna talk to you when they need you? Like I’m...
I know it was a mistake… from the beginning. See? See now? I don’t know how much tears I’ve wasted for you. I’m hurting. Inside. And I’m not gonna let you hurt me deeper.
I was happy before I met you. And I’m sure I’m gonna be happy without you…
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Have you ever felt like you don't fit in? That you...
allhalelucy:
That’s me. Everyday. All the time.
:(
SOMETIMES. :(
This whole thing just got me thinking “Maybe they’re right. I deserve someone better”.
August 2011
3 posts
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For you, there’ll be no more crying, For you,...
I wish you could stay here. I wish you weren’t leaving. I know it’s only for two months, but actually it’s hard to do. I’m scared, you know. Scared that everything will change in that two months. Scared that YOU will change. Ah it’s kinda hard to explain…
I’m not scared that I will miss you (because I know for sure I will miss you every second), but...
July 2011
10 posts
Thank you for always being there, A! :)
June 2011
10 posts
Watchthedailywhat:
Music Video of the Day: Darren Criss, Kevin McHale, Hanson, Kenny G, Corey Feldman, Debbie Gibson, and Rebecca Black (who is thirteen years old, btw) star in Kathy Beth Terry Katy Perry’s Marc Klasfeld-helmed music video for “Last Friday Night.”
[funnyordie.]
Gossip Girl S04E22
Blair: Thank you...for saving me
Chuck: What was I supposed to do? You called.
Blair: Only because I couldn't see my phone to dial 911. I still have you on speed dial. I just had to push down the 1.
Chuck: The 1, huh?
: ')
I wish could tie you up in my shoes Make you feel...
May 2011
6 posts
This is what rain looks like when you're up there.
hapsari:
